my lovely day.

i've made the decision to move back to the city.  i know, i know.  i've moved more whilst in New York, than i have my entire adolescent life swapping back and forth between my parents. But, i'm on the road to loving myself and loving my life fully.  and though i do like brooklyn, it's a bit lonely.  i have a dope apartment but feel a bit isolated.  and i really really miss being in the city.  Anyhow, it's more difficult to move BACK to the city than to move away from it.  Today i saw an apartment. a bit smaller than mine for more money, but in a better neighborhood with shops and parks and cafes all around it.  i don't have to move right away, and i was not in love with that apt. so....back to the craigslist listings.  

Today i had two auditions. One for a student short and the other for an indie short.   they both went well in my opinion, and made up for the shit way i performed at yesterdays auditions.  the roles i'm auditioning for lately are getting better.  and i feel myself getting better (except for yesterday.) i just hope to book more.   i mean what is me quitting smoking and drinking less and actually feeling worth if i don't get any acting gigs? :)